For many years, we have been waiting. It has been an ongoing struggle. I won’t go into details, but I will say it has been a battle that for me has been emotionally exhausting at times. And it has to do with the health of someone in our family. (Nothing life-threatening. )
We are finally getting some answers and are at a place of peace with what we must do. Last week we sat in a doctor’s office waiting to see the doctor. I was sure she would confirm what we felt the Lord was leading us to accept and the step to take next in this journey.
Glancing at my phone, I read the prayer request responses from a few faithful prayer warriors I knew would pray during this appointment. Then I opened a book to pass the time and began to read. Within the first paragraph, tears splashed onto the pages below. My hand reached into my purse and waded through a variety of items in order to find the soft package of travel tissues. Finding my tissues, I wiped my eyes, temporarily slowing the leaking.
I again, turned to my phone and quickly texted a prayer request,
“We are still in the waiting room. I just started tearing up while reading a book. Please pray. I don’t know why I’m crying.”
As I typed the above request, my eyes fixed on the word “waiting”. I couldn’t look away from it. “We are still in the waiting…”
Still in the waiting. For years, we have been in the waiting. Perhaps I was emotional because I could sense we were almost done waiting. Or perhaps it was because the wait has been long.
Yes, we would have loved for the Lord to choose to heal our family member quickly and supernaturally. Yes, and amen! However, it doesn’t appear that is the road the Lord has chosen for this particular journey. We have been seeking the Lord and praying about this particular issue for years, waiting and then moving when led, and then waiting some more. We have seen God move and have seen progress. However, we have not seen complete deliverance. What we have seen, though, is our God being faithful to answer what the next step is, directing and guiding us every step of the way and helping us prepare our hearts for His next leading.
At the doctor’s office that day, what we felt the Lord saying to us was confirmed by the doctor and we do have a clear path forward as we follow the Lord in His next step.
Are we still in the waiting? Yes. But I have a peace that passes all understanding knowing we are in the waiting room of the Great Physician. He is altogether good, loving, and trustworthy. It isn’t that He is too busy or doesn’t care or just wants us to wait. If we are in the waiting room, there is always a higher purpose in it.
“I wait for the Lord, my soul waits, And in His word I do hope.” Ps 130:5
“My soul, wait silently for God alone, for my expectation is from Him. He only is my rock and my salvation; He is my defense; I shall not be moved. In God is my salvation and my glory; the rock of my strength, and my refuge, is in God. Trust in Him at all times, you people; pour out your heart belfore Him; God is a refuge for us. “ Ps 62:5-8
Are you in the waiting room today? The Lord is with you in the waiting.
Father, I thank you that you are right in the middle of the waiting. Lord, it is in Your Word that I hope. I wait silently for You alone, O Lord! My expectation is from You. You are my rock and salvation, my strong defense and I shall not be moved. I trust in You and I pour out my heart before You, O God. You are my refuge, strength and shield. Deliver by Your mighty hand. Lead and guide me in your path of deliverance, healing, and restoration. And if waiting is part of the journey, I ask to see You in the waiting and for your full and perfect plan to be fulfilled. I ask for complete healing, body, soul and spirit, In Jesus’ Name, Amen.