Shortly after I became a Christian, in 1998, the Lord led me to a Bible study with two other ladies from my Sunday school class at church. It was such a blessing because I really wanted to grow and develop strong Christian friendships. Due to my past, I didn't feel worthy of Christian friendships and thought anyone in my Sunday school class would surely reject me if they truly knew about my past.
One day at Bible study, my friend, Jill, asked us to pray for a friend of hers who was considering having an abortion. I said I would pray. As I began praying, tears began to fall. Tears turned into sobs to the point where I could hardly even pray. I apologized and quickly brushed it off as just getting emotional about praying.
That night, the phone rang. I answered the phone and it was Jill. She said, "Sue, the Holy Spirit wanted me to call you. I feel like He wanted me to ask you if you have had an abortion."
My heart pounded as I softly answered, "Yes."
Jill was the first Christian friend I had ever told. She was the first person I had shared openly with about the abortion other than my husband
The response I received from my friend that night was life changing. I expected that if my Christian friends knew the truth, they would reject me and condemn me. The enemy had me believing a lie and it was the furthest thing from the truth. Jill extended so much grace and love to me that night. My heart began healing that very night, and all because my friend was obedient to the voice of the Holy Spirit and made a phone call.
The Lord was at work and the next week, I was listening to the Focus on the Family radio program when the story of Tilly by Frank Peretti came on the air. Again, my heart softened and began to heal. The Lord was revealing that He was at work and wanted to heal my heart. I can't explain it, but to know the Lord loved me so much and was so interested in healing me, overwhelmed me. I remember sitting there on the floor of my apartment, on my knees, listening to Tilly, tears flowing and wondering how could this be that the Lord would want to heal me.
He does heal. And not only does He heal, He desires to heal. He is very involved in your life and interested in your healing. Healing is most often times a process. Just like the couple of steps I just shared with you. There have been many more steps since that first year the Lord began my healing. And although I have had much healing, I know the Lord continues to heal me even now.
I don't believe we will be finished here on earth. It is an ever-going process with the Lord. But, the day is coming when we will be complete in Him. And oh what a glorious day that will be!
"Being confident of this very thing, that He who has begun a good work in you will complete it until the day of Jesus Christ." Phil 1:6
Lord, I thank You for Your promise that You will complete the good work You begin in us. Lord, I pray for those who maybe feel like they haven't started the process. Lord, I pray for you to bring them their Jill and Tilly. I pray for You to lead them and guide them in the next step and in every step towards complete healing in You. In Jesus' Name, Amen.